Long pause.

Long pause,
really, it has been long since I last written something online.
Well, thanks to my slacking and all those time spent on online games rather than solid discipline in studying and writting as I grew up in doing, my wirtting was suspended for hmm...how long... quite long, at least 8-10 months.


Then it shall be, I shall continue to write again. This time, it should not only be about my heart's pains, incomprehensible poems and people who had being drilling at my patience as I had always featured in my teenage's MSN blog. Well, maybe I shall continue on incomprehensible poems. :P It does make my blog a pain to read but still, I liked the mysticism in it.

This year be the year that I steped into adulthood, that wasn't so hard. Remembered the day that my friends gathered and followed my suggestion to fiest at a 'discovered' restaurant at Yugo-Zapadnaya, only to find that my birthday coincides on the Easter day, so it's basically a holiday all over Russia and many parts of the world that none of the restaurants are in a mood to work. In the end our (my) rendezvous ended in Red Bridge cafe, a 5 mintues trot from our hostel. Still remembered Nevile, Gary, Sook Ee, 2 Michelles, one being Ho and another being Low, Stevie, Sweet May(missing earlier now corrected the second time) Gabriella for being there for the day. In my life, 8 birthdays are passed without anyone beside me, I am so glad that on that day, so many are with me.

Life is hectic, uncontrolled(if I don't want to control it) in Moscow. Maybe such is the life of  the fellowship in medical discipline. Yet, I do find the joys of being in this niche, a niche full of people who tried desperately to keep themselfs in this fellowship, and those who had minimal effort in maintaining their foothold. Such is the interesting trend in this fellowship, as recently not far from my social circles of sixth form life, a 3A 1 B scorer has failed her first year at meds school, and have to settle for pharmacy instead, and despair visited her mum. Such is the vainity of people in this fellowship, as so many folks have come to pursue status, or fame, and money, simply said, to have a fill at their vainity. I believe that to have the hold in this fellowship is to have a heart to serve, rather than to demand, a heart to sacrifice, rather than to trade, and a heart to do God's bidding, rather than to do one's desire's, either it's a personal desire, or the crowd's desire. I have seen so many people pursuing medicine at the demands of parents. I pray for their future. Only God can have a say in how anyone in this field is fairing. This, is my say in the fellowship of medical professions.

Ah...this is the enjoyment I had forgotten for such a long time, it's an excursion for my mind's voice, so it shall be disciplined that I will frequent on this place. Do anticipate my next writing.

It's late, bedtime it is.